Surrender

TerrifiedIs the way I feel right nowCan't catch my breathBut I have to somehowMy heart is racingCan't slow the beatMy face is flushedFrom so much heatMy head is throbbingFrom all of the thoughtsThat can't be resolvedThough answers are sought I'm terrifed. . . BUT GOD. I must surrenderAll of the unknownsHe has our situationCompletely under…

Praising in the Valley

I thought I was doing okay. I just celebrated my birthday with my family. I received some thoughtful gifts. My husband took a few days off to spend time with me. But it hit today. What hit, you may ask? Depression did. The force of it overwhelms me at random. It drags me down into…

When Things Don’t Go As Planned

My husband and I were hoping to try IVF (In Vitro Fertilization). Since nothing else was working, we thought it'd be the logical next step for us. But we weren't expecting a crazy "rest" cycle in between. A rest cycle in which I just ovulated today, on day 56. A rest cycle where we were…