Surrender

TerrifiedIs the way I feel right nowCan't catch my breathBut I have to somehowMy heart is racingCan't slow the beatMy face is flushedFrom so much heatMy head is throbbingFrom all of the thoughtsThat can't be resolvedThough answers are sought I'm terrifed. . . BUT GOD. I must surrenderAll of the unknownsHe has our situationCompletely under…

Tired but Hopeful

The past week or so has been more than a little tiring. Things started off well. I was blessed with some donated medicine from my fertility center, which had been prescribed for me in the past but we weren't able to afford. It's called Gonal-f and it's used to help a woman develop a mature…

Hope for Tomorrow

"My body is broken." I couldn't help but think this as I left the fertility center for the second time today. I had gotten blood-work done in the morning, and within a few hours had received the news that I was not pregnant. Then I was required to return to the center in the afternoon…