TerrifiedIs the way I feel right nowCan't catch my breathBut I have to somehowMy heart is racingCan't slow the beatMy face is flushedFrom so much heatMy head is throbbingFrom all of the thoughtsThat can't be resolvedThough answers are sought I'm terrifed. . . BUT GOD. I must surrenderAll of the unknownsHe has our situationCompletely under … Continue reading Surrender

When Things Don’t Go As Planned

My husband and I were hoping to try IVF (In Vitro Fertilization). Since nothing else was working, we thought it'd be the logical next step for us. But we weren't expecting a crazy "rest" cycle in between. A rest cycle in which I just ovulated today, on day 56. A rest cycle where we were … Continue reading When Things Don’t Go As Planned

Taking the Next Step

Today Roy and I met with one of our fertility doctors for an IVF (In Vitro Fertilization) consult. This month we are undergoing our 8th IUI (IntraUterine Insemination) procedure...and if we don't conceive this cycle, it was recommended that we move forward with the IVF process. We think the meeting went fairly well, but it … Continue reading Taking the Next Step