Faithful Father

Daddy and his little boy. I'm frickin' angry. I'm so incredibly tired. I'm at a complete loss for what to think and how to respond to my continued inability to sleep and to the way it's making me feel right now. I want to just keep eating and eating this "comfort food." Why not? It…

When Things Don’t Go As Planned

My husband and I were hoping to try IVF (In Vitro Fertilization). Since nothing else was working, we thought it'd be the logical next step for us. But we weren't expecting a crazy "rest" cycle in between. A rest cycle in which I just ovulated today, on day 56. A rest cycle where we were…

Blessings in Traffic Jams and Other Trials

I spent most of today on the road or in a time of waiting. Not the most pleasant of circumstances, but it could most definitely be worse...and there were still positive things to be learned. My husband, Roy, and I drove to the fertility doctor's office in separate cars early this morning to prepare for…

Freedom Through Surrender

I haven't been feeling well. I've been moody, irritable, tired, and more anxious and depressed than normal. My fertility doctor recently increased my progesterone medication, as the lower dosage I had taken last cycle wasn't enough. It's really been affecting me poorly. Yesterday I had somewhat of a breakdown. After sleeping much of the day…